reading and waking up at 6:30, my throat is scratchy...

so the other day i thought it would be hilarious if all domestic violence was cuased by disputes over who gets to do chores. For example "Get outta my way woman, lemme do the dishes!" I thought it would be so rediculous. I know i am horrible person... I just got mad at the television for talking about some reporter's son who is missing. I dont ( Read more... )

fuck i am so sleepy! I had to share a bed with my dog and i have to say that it was worse than i thought it would be. It makes me appreciate my own bed and I cant even sleep right now. My dad coming up right now is such a pain in the ass and our house is a mess so it will be liz cleaning to the rescue probably aided by nick whenever he wakes up... ( Read more... )

I am so upset I just dont know what to do or where to begin. I forgot to take my alergey medicine today and i havent taken robitussin... needless to say my throat, chest and nose are not happy right now. I feel so helpless, even if we did try to start something, how much change can occur... its as if we were only taught to ride out this wave of ( Read more... )

Right now I am overcome by cold and mounting pressure due to midterms. My house is sick and I am fighting... its supposed to be so warm soon but I am freezing, my fingers make ice feel warm. I hope I make it through this week... I am just overtly tired. I long for sleep and mental exploration, reading back stories can be entertaining but fairly ( Read more... )

im so sleepy but i had a really fun/unproductive day. I am really happy that we got to hang out with daniel even if the recycling project was somewhat of a bust... My life is odd but I have to love it. I want to let everyone know how apreciative of my roomates i am even if i dont say it. I love these kids and I am so glad that they put up with my ( Read more... )

Lynly, Nick and I are going to Satna Cruz today to go see the Mars Volta! wish us luck and safe driving... cheers

i feel like shrinking into oblivion... its times like these that just exacerbate loneliness. I am pathetic in so many ways... not everyone is perfect. I will continue to chug along... I am working on a memo for sociology of sexuality and the topic is gender and this is what nick and i found at target. ( Read more... )

today is my day of birth. I am 19. I have liked my life up to this point so I am looking forward to more of it. that is all in relevance to that...
our house is coming together.
and i feel fatter than usual, i dont think this is necessarily a bad or good thing, it just is...

ahh the long awaited update which i promise will be utterly disappointing. My life had converted itself into utter chaos which i feel i am managing to the best of my ability (really). I want to thank everyone who has made my life more enjoyable during these really busy times. I am lucky to be surrounded by wonderful generous people. I am trying to ( Read more... )