my mirror is complete!

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I don't have internet till tuesday. I will officially be in Irvine in a couple of hours... Come and visit me in Parkwest 3900 35c we are all the way to the right on the right of the pool as you enter the 3900 bloc. -adieu computer world (le sigh)

its so hot right now that me trying to do anything takes forever. I have been attempting to paint my dresser drawers but emptying and painting has taken so much effort. I suddenly find myself staring into space not doing anything just trying to force myself to move. There are kids out side yelling "lemonade for 25 cents"... I think I might get some ( Read more... )

Its been too long... I havent posted in awhile. Its so hot here... I have done lots of random little adventures and will hopefully continue that cycle. My computer has been on for about 2 days in this heat it needs to shut down. I feel like a neglectful parent. I woke up yesterday to a really negative mean dream where i wanted to kill my parents... ( Read more... )

a room full of people and I'm crying out of loneliness... I want someone to be spontaneous with. I am going to go sit at starbucks and read perks of being a wallflower...

I am going to New York tomorrow so if you have anything to say to me do so now for I will be gone for awhile ( Read more... )

Mad, sad, tired and frustrated. I have so many conflicting thoughts mostly are depressing. I keep replaying the lowlights of my life, which is still by far more glamorous than scrapping my shit off the mud floor which what would have happened to me had I not been born in the craptacular US of A. I realy dislike sports and the commentary that ( Read more... )

I awoke to dog shit this morning. all outside my door. My stupid dog wouldnt stop barking now i know why. I feel bad, but then thinking back on the hour it took me to clean it all up off the carpet I feel that I am somewhat justified at being mad. Oh well, at least I have Potter to keep me company today while my parents traverse the concrete maze ( Read more... )

i cant feel right now. my appendages are numb... I am numb to the existance of emotion. scratch that i feel something. its indescribeable. I cant really understand this single life still. my incessant need for something is still ungratified. what is it about me that cant go on with out someone else? I watched an episode of invader zim this morning ( Read more... )

i want to be the black sheep... we shall see if my dreams come true. My viewing of all these girly movies is messing with my head. Prince Charming is as real as Shrek. I finally have my weekend but its chopped up somewhat by my dog sitting... Meh oh well. I have been having lots of fun with my encounters with the Timmons/Sandstrom kids. and that is ( Read more... )