well movie making happened this week on wednesday and thursday, where your lovely narrator was thrown against walls by an ( unknown attacker )

Life is such an intricate being... I feel as if im stuck in a vortex that is always on the edge of crumbling. But I try to reach out farther into the depths for someone to catch me. Ideally i should just turn around and walk away. that is the hardest part, letting go. to have the courage to just dive in without the safety net. Complete trust... of ( Read more... )

so this will be a crap load of pictures i apologize ahead of time. But i have been so busy with hanging out i have had no time to post so i think i shall let the pictures do most of the talking. This first week has flown by and i feel as if i have aged a year durring. (i guess thats what happens when i do so much) Well... i got home friday evening ( Read more... )

...and now my eyes are heavy with sleep. Do not go my love without asking my leave. I start up, and stretch my hands to touch you... I ask myself is it a dream?

Don't worry your perdy little face. You are stronger than you know... I am going to fly over my life, untouched by the worries below. Nothing can harm me now... I am unstoppable. Life has given me a boost and i need to hit the ground running full speed ahead. Adaptation is key, right? I am going home and a new phase of my life begins... I need to ( Read more... )

i am the epitome of sad. fuck, i dont know what to do anymore... your move

Why am I so dependent? Waiting for the next high my senses weaken and can only be fulfilled through the next hit. I suppose this is why the highs are so high... because the waiting in between has become unbearable due to the mundane surroundings of my room and the subject matter at hand, homework. (this time im gonna keep it to myself) The music in ( Read more... )

why can't i sleep?
well i have some good guesses such as my caffine consumption. But still... my body is rediculous. I have had a wonderful weekend thus far and which has given me an inner peace, perhaps the calm before the storm? well i will try to rest some more.

how could i be so immature,
to think that he could replace
the missing elements in me
how extremely lazy of me.

OH no my bathroom is closed. I will entertain myself by writing out why I am in a good mood. I had such a fun day yesterday. There were many stressful points but I think from here on out the weekend is looking mighty friendly. I am so excited! Things I get to do: choir rehersal (aka no bio- sorry i wont be there but lecture is oh so boring!), watch ( Read more... )