"things will get better" ive been telling myself that since i was 14 and still saying this with a little less optmism. im so sad. i feel so fucking alone. im just eating my feelings away. im fat as hell now.. im a man and now i hav titts, how sexy right? im scared to leave my house because i feel very insecure with my new large bod. i refuse to be ( Read more... )

just bored. been good for 12 days. i think i have bbq ribs stuck between my teeth... its that "ow that hurts" type of food stuck in your teeth but i cant pick it cause im in public. that didnt stop me from picking my wedgie tho. woops. i will write a letter to my HP ( Read more... )

what the fuck ativan? i go to school and "accidently"steal. yep, thats what im callin it.
i love my culinary arts teacher. she sees way beyond what most people see. im learning a thing or two. i misss my self righteousness. im good.

i want a moment of clearity.

i need to vent. i have a new job at this insurance company. nothing to say just... its dull and i work with rude fat girls. man why iis it ALWAYS the big girls? i reaaally want a healthy sexual relationship/friendship with anyone really.... aslong as youre sane, clean, good lookin, tall, older, boyish, funny, sweet, fit and hung. i cant get enough ( Read more... )

hello my doctor just gave me .5 ativan. cut to the chase:
how much do i need to get real high, fucked up high. will snorting intensify the high?

i prefer downers

julian, im gonna jump youre mothafuckin bones when i see you

anonymous