maybe it won't ever stop ( Read more... )

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I want a tattoo. i want it of Howl's Moving Castle. Is that weird ( Read more... )

Mondays are my favorite days. That's weird? C'est Vrai ( Read more... )

Just when you think you're over something... i mean something that was really BAD. You thought you were past it. The humilation. Degredation. Objectification. You finally collapse upon yourself like a dying star and then you start over- begin all over again. And you find yourself no longer thinking about that person. That life eater ( Read more... )

Suddenly I feel like I might've felt before those times ( Read more... )

I guess all I have to say is at least I let someone get this deep under my skin. I'm proud of myself for that.

What is it they say? You are what you love, and not what loves you back. andthisissotrueThere's only been one love for me. Really. And that was never real, he says. But that feeling was so real. I can remember that happiness as a vauge ( Read more... )

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So, i stopped taking birth control. I no longer support the altering of my body's hormones. I'm done with it. But I'm facing a very imminent hormone imbalance...we'll see how I handle it. I at least know now what that kind of depression feels like. So I know it's not me- it's my body. It's hard to trust that sort of thing. It confuses the hell out ( Read more... )