So it's been ages since I've even so much as glanced at this goshdern livejournal thinger ( Read more... )

I don't even know the point in typing out these thoughts, or any other thoughts of mine, unless they will help others to sort out their own lives and mentalities and beliefs and such. So here it goes ( Read more... )

3 more months of my roommate always here will turn into a year of some other roommate always there and then 2 or 3 more years with an apartment roommate always there then a husband always there then babies everywhere.

So I was in Drawing II 3 or 4 minutes ago (however long it takes to walk here from the studio) doing this insanely frustrating piece with charcoal and a skeleton draped with plastic and spotlights and...well, that part of my story doesn't even really matter. I needed to go back to my room to get a few more supplies to finish off the piece and MY ( Read more... )

Enlightenment is most certainly one of my favorite things, among hugs, smiles, my teddy bear, and other treasures. I love it when I realize something so key to my very existance, especially when I know I can work on it. Tonight I've come to face every way I've changed over the semester away from home. I'd say that a hefty chunk is good change... ( Read more... )

As soon as everything makes perfect sense, something throws me completely off-kilter. I don't get it. I don't. At all. Life, that is. Everything was so crisp, so clear. I knew how to get the best out of life and where I wanted to go with it. How could 4 months of living away from home and everything familiar completely throw me off? I guess ( Read more... )

Overall, college has been a very positive experience for me thus far. Very positive, indeed! But then there's some stuff that creeps up on me out of nowhere every few blue moons and totally gnaws away at my skull ( Read more... )

I love laughing so much. I get such a high off laughing. This leads to more laughing and eventually tears streaming down my face. I don't understand how some people are too cold to just enjoy life and laugh. There's so much good in life. Rest in the wonders of it. Actually, no. Don't rest. Dance in the wonders of life. It's just so friggin ( Read more... )

Let's talk about boys and chocolate and sunrises and sunsets and dancing and music that kisses your ear and art that puts your eyes in a headlock and how good it feels to have kids looking up to you and how good it feels to have adults looking up to you and hugs and the smell of fresh laundry and the way that sun hits dew on leaves and long walks ( Read more... )

EPIPHANY ( Read more... )