I realized just a little while ago that growing up is a choice. Maturity is not inherently developed with age, but instead is the decision to take the harder road. Graduation is tomorrow and marks the beginning of the last summer when I'll ever feel, think, love, laugh, and live the way I do right now. Come August I know everything is going to ( Read more... )

I'm not unhappy, just discontent. I need something/someone/somewhere new. I'm sure moving out will be a quick cure to all my restlessness, but that's still 3 months away. Its a good thing though; I knew I would have to learn to take care of myself one of these days. I've stopped feeling afaid and I've stopped feeling like I'll fail. I have not ( Read more... )

Ermm... Does anyone read these things anymore? I know myspace blogs are "where its at" now, but I think they're lame. I also think myspace is lame, yet I have an account. I guess I haven't proved much with my convictions. I need to stop being so emotional. What the fuck happened between Dec. 2004 and Jan. 2005 that suddenly made me into such a ( Read more... )

Yep, I'm still here. I've gotten into the habit of just reading my friend's lj's; mostly because anything that has happened to me recently is either not interesting enough to write about, or too interesting to put on lj. Right, so tonight was Anthony's birthday. I freaking love his family (esp. his little cousin Sierra! Ack! I want to steal her!) I ( Read more... )

I just spent the last hour and a half setting up the graphs for my psych. experiment results. My computer froze shortly after. I did not save my work. God hath spited me hardcore.

I'm disappointed. I'm getting less and less out of everything I put myself into. This year has been a huge let down, especially T.O.k.. The people I have been friends with since freshman year have continued to be amazing, but everyone else bores me. I want to move out. And in case you didn't notice, my icon is really badass.

[01] reply with your name and i will write something about you.

[02] i will then tell what song[s] remind me of you.

[03] next, i will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04] last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

[05] put this in your journal!

Regardless of all the stupid stuff Cody and I fight over, there are times like tonight when no one else could have made things better like he does. And that's not meant to imply that my other friends are in some way inadaquate; just that I connect on different levels and in different ways with different friends. Sometimes you just need the ( Read more... )

Whoever said "Distance makes the heart grow fonder" clearly had never met me. Distance makes me irratable and bored. I want to graduate NOW. Whatever, I'm off to yoga fools.

Umm... I'm pissed. Point blank. But I understand completely. THAT DOESN'T MAKE IT ANY BETTER! Lets just say things with Chris and I are less than ideal. The funny thing is that everything between the two of us is fine, but external factors (i.e. place of residence and physical distance) screw things up. I don't want this stress ( Read more... )