I sometimes wonder if executing my inclination and desire, negotiates courtesy for something inside of me...

Maybe, both adorned and simple, my innocence and joy should prevail.

:)

My life is good. I have lots of thing's to complain about, and it's true, at times, I've been struggling to keep my head above water recently. For the most part though, I am grateful. I have not only been blessed, but I've been able to take part in miracles, and see them working in my own life. I also see my friend's tremendous growth, both in ( Read more... )

Deep, serious, introspective, and analytical, you accept nothing at face value, and you are always probing into the hidden side or deeper meaning of situations and people. You are fascinated by the mysterious and unknown. You enjoy periods of solitude in peaceful surroundings, and need time to study, reflect, or meditate. You may be given to much ( Read more... )

For the strong, intelligent, caring, affectionate dependant woman I have in my life...I hope you know who you are.

You guys are so incredibly precious and important to me because without your company and kind words I am nothing.

Boys...I guess I've learned they come and go...But, only as I please.

p.s. our belly buttons are cute.

I give you permission to kick my ass

1. Further my Job searching
2. Call Prima-vera
3. Get on my fucking fourth step
4. Try not to be a bitch on my period
5. Let go and let god
6. Keep loving how cheesy my to-do lists are.

...was le fun ( Read more... )

I found this entry from before I went to treatment, and I'm really proud of myself for writing it. It's insightful, concise, and true ( Read more... )

I went to lunch with justine, jen, leslie, and jasmine at Malee's. It was very sex in the city. I love those girls like nobodys business.

You guys are awesome. :)

i dont wanna sound dramatic, but i think i'm having a nervous breakdown

I am going to look back at myself this day, and think, "I was insane!".