I don't think you realize how mean you are to me sometimes.

Tonight, there was a Christmas party at Katelyn's. All together there was me, Katelyn, Susan, Amanda, Sara, Andy, Rob, Sean, Collin, Nicole, Eddie, some girl with an M, some girl Kate, Christina, Melissa, Gina (who was asleep the whole time), and I THINK that was all. If I forgot you I am sorry. =[

Before the party, Sara and I made brownies which ( Read more... )

Despite the gloomy rain, it was a happy day for me. I visited my sister with Ed, and she's doing so much better since they started putting her on the medicine. I don't want to turn all mushy sounding, but seeing my sister acting herself and to know she was feeling better made me really love life.

My friend Lauren and I were talking in gym today ( Read more... )

My sister is getting worse and she's not even on the treatment yet. I was supposed to visit her today, but I accidentally fell asleep and so my mom just left without me. I'm mostly home alone now because my mom and uncle are always there. She might have to be in the hospital for Christmas.

You never fucking realize how much you love and care about ( Read more... )

I'm home alone because my sister is in the hospital. My mom is there with her. She hasn't been feeling good for the past couple of days, and she was losing feeling in her hands, feet and legs. The doctors said it was some French disease, and she was just admitted into the hospital a little while ago. It is attacking her nerve endings. What if they ( Read more... )

Let's have a party.

Melissa sent me the new Taking Back Sunday video for "You're So Last Summer."

It's.

Really.

Bad. =[

I am so dissapointed.

devour her HEART: this video fucking sucks.

elftown: adam looks cute tho

.xo.

"Sometimes all I really want to feel is love
Sometimes I'm angry that I feel so angry
Sometimes my feelings get in the way
Of what I really feel I needed to say"

This cold weather is so gloomy. It brings back memories of times that I try to forget. Not because they are painful, but because they are so wonderful and I can never relive them again ( Read more... )

"Do You Realize??"
- The Flaming LipsDo you realize that you have the most beautiful face ( Read more... )

( I feel loved. )