For those of you who missed the last entry, I now have a new journal. ____firefly. Add it if you wish, I'm not using this journal anymore.

Smile, though your heart is aching ( Read more... )

Someone please buy me the new Norah Jones CD. I'll pay you back when I get the chance. But seriously, if you see it in a store and have the money, just please pick it up for me. I promise I will pay you back.

Oh, and by the way, does anyone like my new layout? I made it nice and girly. :D

.xo.

I used to think emotional pain was worse than physical pain, but I have come to the conclusion that I was far from being right. Physical pain is far worse. It hurts even more than heartbreak, I bet.

I've barely been sleeping lately because I've been really sick. I was supposed to be back in school this week, but they pushed it back. I won't be ( Read more... )

What the fuck is myspace, and why are all my friends being sucked in!?

So, I just got off the phone with John about an hour or so ago, and we had a pretty long conversation. I rambled a lot though, but he said he really didn't mind much. And I know he doesn't lie to me. It's just that I haven't talked to him in sooo long and there was so much I wanted to say. Maybe people take me off their friends list because I ( Read more... )

HI, I'M STILL ALIVE. DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME. I MISS YOU ALL. AND I LOVE YOU. ONCE I FEEL BETTER, WE'LL FUCK LIKE CRAZY. AND I'M NOT JOKING. I'LL BUY THE CONDOMS. PLEASURE MESH ARE THE BEST, AND TARGET HAS THEM FOR CHEAP. SO REST UP BECAUSE ONCE I RETURN IT'S GOING TO BE FUCK FEST '04.

Love,

Sammie

"If I had a dime for every time you walked away

I could afford to not give a shit

And buy a drink and drown my day

But your pockets, they are empty

Yea, and mine are times two

So why not make an about-face

And accept the love I send to you?"

Friday and Saturday were one of the greatest/worst nights of my life. ( For further details, click here. )

I just realized something that I feel stupid for not noticing sooner. I really, truly feel like I know who my friends are now. Finally. They aren't the people that I'm the closest with or anything, but they have always been so sweet to me. Especially MSSST, and Susan's "posse" friends, who gradually became my friends, as well, They ALL always make ( Read more... )