i want to be a better friend. one who can help you through this. i want to be there for you, be the one you can always count on. im trying so hard. i wish there was more that i could do. i promise you i will always be there. always. and i wish that nights like tonight will continue, but on better circumstances.

today was absoutly beautiful

damn. these nights are getting hard to top. simply wonderful. thats the only was i can describe this evening. all of us, together, at the lake, bonfire. amazing. i am so lucky to have such a fabulous group of friends.

and to think, all it took to light that fire was some perfume and a lighter. haha good times.

tonight was absolutly amazing. i must say, it could not have gotten any better. the lake was absolutly beautiful, the temperature was perfect, and i was with you and things finally seem good. Things are back to normal, just how i want them. you make me the happiest girl alive.

its been so long. but i must say it has been amazing. you make me the happiest i have ever been. you are the best thing that could have ever happened to me and im so glad that i found you. you are the first person who has ever made me feel this good. and i mean it. and i wish so much that i could just tell you. but i cant. but i hope one day you ( Read more... )

i knew getting into this situation that things would change as well as feelings would. i told myself i wouldnt fall in love, but i cant help it. i did. and now im hurt. and its nothing that youve done, but i can only seem to blame you. it hurts everytime the phone rings and the caller id says your name. it hurts to answer it and hear you on the ( Read more... )

i cant make up my mind. one minute im happy with the way things are, then the next im in tears because im afraid of whats to come. things have been so great lately, and those are times i get most upset about things. im just tired of it all.

i cant help to worry and be upset. while i know things are going to be okay and they are never going to be the way i want them, i just cant help to be scared. its the fear of the unkown which is horrible. while i know neither of us can predict the future, i wish there was some way i could be told if it is all going to be alright ( Read more... )

does everything good have to be followed with a bad? can't things be perfect and stay that way? i cant fucking handle this. i dont know if i can deal with this everyday, deal with the sleepless nights to soon come, deal with looking you in the eye. i just cant do this. why do you have to go back to this? why did i have to get myself into this ( Read more... )

this weekend could not have been any better. i spent every day with you and it was amazing. things are back to normal, and even better than before ( Read more... )

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