Today I cried for the first time in forever.  It felt like my face was leaking everything I keep bottled up in my head. Holding things in and appearing to be happy has really been working for me until today. I have literally cracked. A huge wound on the side of my face, weeping tears that are impossible to hold back is so much worse than just ( Read more... )

This doesnt feel like home anymore. You feel like home and I love you for it. Here, surrounded by all my things and all the people who I am apart of, I feel like a stranger, someone taking up space and air. At least you have given me the opportunity to feel what home should be. Thank you.

Until we meet again, know that you are my everything and no ( Read more... )

Hello livejournal....if anyone is listening. I havent written in this think in at least a year. I miss my florida kids and my florida life. so much has happened to me since i have seen or talked to you all. I'd like to say that im a changed person, but i'm still the same old katarina that you all know ( Read more... )

He's gonna break my heart....

First day of Spring semester classes.

Cross out when I said that this semester is going to be great. I was trippin.

I have got to get out of here. Anyone wanna take me in?

I'm all freaked out.

cunt.

He wished I was his when he touched my hand, with the white blanket of snow all around us.

The anticipation to go out when you have been sober all day is excrutiating.

I cant decide whether I want to get wasted with my friends or have sex. I should never be put in this position.

Damn you all.

Okay, so maybe I'm just crazy and desperate but tell me how unbelievably fated this sounds ( Read more... )

WHAT DO THESE THREE THINGS HAVE IN COMMON:

trains
watercolors
pantyhose

I'll give you a blow job if you get it right.

(sike)