so i've been having a lot of nightmares lately. like really bad ones where i wake up and my heart is in my mouth and im scrambling under the covers cause i think someones gonna get me... but of course the nightmares themselves dont make any sense just like all of my dreams and dont really seem frightening at all but to me they scare the shit out of ( Read more... )

i just woke up from a nightmare and wanted to write it down ( Read more... )

my mom came into town yesterday and it was kind of an odd but okay visit. she's been really depressed which is on par with her usual self and talking about getting away from everything and leaving my father. same stuff ive been hearing since i was five. im just like whatever mom you're just running away and things aren't going to be better when you ( Read more... )

im currently apartment hunting again. it seems i move every year ive been in Louisville for some reason or another. ive seen a lot and only two caught my eye. today i go to turn in the application for one thats a studio but has a king size loft bed! i really hope i get it.. its too amazing! it would definately make it more comfortable living on my ( Read more... )

December 15: Discussion Meeting;

Transfused: Creating a Space for Transgendered in the Activist Community;

7:30pm @ Atomic Saucer(1000 E. Oak)

-FLOR
Feminist League of Organized Resistance
www.nonissue.org

we were able to get my laptop and digital camera covered by my parents insurance since they pretty much own me anyway, the stuff i own is their's too. but really, it was cool of them to pull strings to get my stuff back. with that i now have my very first mac (ibook) and im pretty happy about it. we're still waiting on the money to get our digital ( Read more... )

someone broke into our apartment and stole my laptop, our digital camera, ps2 + games, my bookbag + flor bag. tear. we had to call the cops which really can't do anything and didn't leave us too hopeful in getting our stuff back. apparently theres a huge waiting list for break-ins, and not enough money for the city to pay the cops to give a shit. ( Read more... )

good news. i have a job. its dispatching at the bike courier place downtown. ill be dispatching and then eventually be working as a courier. im excited, though i know it will be hard work, especially in the winter but i wanted this job for its flexibility and environment. and if i find i don't like it much i can always quit. but its good exercise ( Read more... )

i still feel like poop, but i think that the worst of my sickness is over. ive been studying for an art history exam all night and i feel like i dont know anything ( Read more... )

now im sick. which sucks. i hope i get over it soon. i think i jinxed myself cause i was like "i havnt been sick in awhile" and that night i started to get a sore throat and now the whole sinus thing is here too. meh ( Read more... )