i have never felt anything like that before, it was actual physical pain

it really is just depressing

why did it have to be this one

i still love you sooo much, but i guess i just have to deal with it

so ill try to deal

soooo, today was not the best of days, but it happens i guess ( Read more... )

whats else could i say but, 'ok', its the last thing on my mind and the not even close to being true, but i had to

its the last thing i ever wanted to happen

october is not going to be a good month for me

tonight was pretty alright, i saw everyone again, although it was only for a short while, i missed a lot of people ( Read more... )

so im home, after a 7 hour journey, it sucks nooo fun, but im home now, and thats that

tonight bonfire, tomorrow game and then ross' house

i just hope this trip home goes better then my last one

so this weekend went by pretty quickly and im glad for that, i have class tomorrow till 11 then im taking the bus home and i assume i should be home sometime around 6:30-7
im really excited to be going home, i miss carmel, and i miss my friends, and i miss you

i wonder what its going to be like

ha, and the best part is you dont even know

so i finished the da vinci code yesterday, ihate myself for reading it but it was a really good story, i think im gonna start reading more cause i have so much free time ( Read more... )

we actually had a conversation for the first time in a while, i missed it soooo much, and i do smile, but only when dealing with you

i need this hairloss to stop

i hope you keep listening to the song, and i hope you keep getting a feeling in your stomache, and i hope that feeling is a good thing

soo this weekend i went to seans, and im really glad, it allowed me to get my mind of things for a little bit, even though friday night was pretty lame i was still glad to be there and see sean, then saturday i had a really good time, nothing like starting at 4 in the afternoon and going till like like 2 in the morning, we went to 3 parties, and i ( Read more... )