every single fucking dream, and with each it gets a little more hard, and i had to of had like 4 last night

alright, so i decided that this weekend would be a good weekend to go visit sean, i dont want to be here at my college all depressed just sitting around doing nothing all day for the whole weekend, i need to be with someone that can actually make me happy, and seans the closest one, and i havent seen him yet and hes one of my best friends so that ( Read more... )

today would have been 3 months

this has honestly been the longest and hardest week of my life, and im glad that your feeling okay with everything......

its sooo hard not talking to you or hearing you

i dont know what to do with myself

and so start the depressing entries once again

i just lost every fucking reason i was happy anymore, i have nothing

i hope you see how much you miss me

im soo tired, whats wrong with me

alright, well this isnt going to be easy, but ill try hard and so will you hopefully, and hopefully everything will be fine

so this weekend wasnt exactly what i was expecting ( Read more... )

im afraid

mmmm home
mmmm emily
mmmm duncan
mmmm food

seashell?

ugh