It's been another long time since I've written here... so hello! (I don't know if anyone actually reads this, but oh well.) I am caught at (hopefully the end of) a very bad week. Work has just turned over a new, not-so-awesome leaf. Being the youngest, the only girl, and kiiind of new at a bar is difficult at times. On one hand, I can usually ( Read more... )

My sweetie is leaving so soon... for four whole months... i'm so proud of him for making the decision to move his life forward... but damn i'm going to miss him. like crazy. he'll be gone as long as we've been living together. so much has happened and we've grown so much in so little time and we're so amazing together... i'm also just scared... ( Read more... )

It's been kind of a long hiatus from lj and a lot has been going on in my life. i got a great new job working as a waitress at this local dive bar and i love it. It's stressful at times but a very comfortable atmosphere. And the people rock. Lots and Lots. I'm supposed to be starting a new job tomorrow but i don't think i want to. It'll be easy but ( Read more... )

I'm quitting the job... YES. The managers suck... It's one of those things that looks good on paper, sounds good, but is just too much to be worth it. Sounds like.... TUFTS! Yeah... moving back with the rentals this summer, probably. I don't really feel like "finishing" this update... Meh.

I went shopping today... Spoiled myself with nice shoes and a nice bag... Happy happy happy me :o) Lol it's been a stressful few weeks and retail therapy is highly underrated... and I deserve it; this job will killll my feet. I'm working as a daytime hostess at a classy place downtown. It's cool so far, but I'm on my feet from 9-5 every day ( Read more... )

How many songs: 1633 ( Read more... )

My new goal in this new place is to keep an actual journal... just for me. So I might update here, and I might not... I guess we will see, now won't we?

Holy shit. I have never been so terrified. Not like impending doom terrified, but oh my gosh i don't know what i'm doing terrified.... but then... i'm not so scared... i go back and forth... but i know regardless of my level of fear that i'm doing what i have to do. Whew. Thank goodness for the people who are keeping me from going nutso these last ( Read more... )

I am taking control of this semester... Making it my bitch, if you will. To do that, I need books though. Herein lies the problem. I want to be reading (gasp, it really is the beginning of the semester) but my books are not arrived yet. So I feel secretly happy... but sad too that my motivation all goes to naught. Damn ye gods of book-delivering- ( Read more... )

Let's revisit my winter vacation, shall we? It was not the idealized vacation from reality I had idealistically, unrealistically wanted. It took me too long to understand that, and I made some rather heavy-handed mistakes. However, I did learn a lot from the mistakes (cheesy cheesy cheesy I know...). Though I may not be sane, I'm still worthy of ( Read more... )