Sometimes decisions seem like really good ones until you consider EVERYTHING. I thought I wanted to change my life for the betterment of my spirit and the planet on a lesser scale. I had not considered all the things I'd have to give up in order to do so as much as I'd like. This is where one would compare the pros and cons of making such a ( Read more... )

Lately I've been trying to absorb as much as I can that isn't the empty rattling of anything on television. Youtube and I have become great friends as I spend my nights waiting for the sun to come up. I've been thinking about things that we do that are ABSOLUTELY NOT necessary. What the fuck IS fashion? Celebrity gossip? the STUPID fucking ( Read more... )

So, I don't really do drugs that often and I'm starting to wonder why. Mostly I'm interested in psychadelics, and the different perspectives those can afford. I've heard some good and bad things. but I'm wondering, if I don't make, what I consider to be, enough of an effort to engage people to think and discuss things with me, do I really need ( Read more... )

I know what I should be doing, and I know I could do it if I stuck to it but I never do, even when I say I will it only works for a little while and I'm back to the same old doing nothing. I keep saying I'll buckle down and make enough money to afford insurance so it'll be worth it to get my license. Remember the car I bought in 2005? yeah still ( Read more... )

I hate it when a few things rely on one thing, like money, or not having enough. I'm thinking I might have to try and get a scholarly ship after this semester, and to me that'll be tough. We'll see I guess. Here goes nothin.

And so my forray into the world of having too much on my plate ends a little dissappointingly, after getting hurt at work (Bulk-Barn) and taking the next two shifts off, my mom gets a call telling her to tell me I'm no longer needed. also after getting a total of 17% on a midterm worht 35% I've decided to drop accounting. and voila II have time ( Read more... )

I'm going to Bryn's it's gonna be sweet, saturday and sunday. It's gonna be sweet, if you're reading this you should go too. If you don't go, it'll be slightly less sweet than it could have been if you'd have gone, so you should go and add to the sweetness. So far me and Chooch are going, if he decides he can't, I'm still gonna take the train ( Read more... )

Here's to the nights you'll never remember, with the frinds you'll never forget.

Life is dees. I got a job, then I got another one, school's not hard, and I'm only there a few days a week. which means money and study time which are both badly needed ( Read more... )

Do you remember the time we were talking about what it would be like if it were actually very small turtles that spun webs and sometimes decended from ceilings rather than spiders? what a much cuter world it would be. I hope things are going well for you, all of you who aren't here and aren't always on MSN when I am. the circle is growing for ( Read more... )