this lack of sleep is really getting to me...
funny, it doesn't seem to bother me at 3am, 5am or even 7am.
but now it's 1:45 pm and I can't keep my eyes open.
Damn.

I went to that open venue thing tonight and it was really nice. I knew alot of the people there -even though there wasn't to too many people there- and most them have read my work or know if it. They all said I really really should read some poetry. Then Carla, the woman who basically put the whole thing together and she's in my Creative Writing ( Read more... )

"The best years of your life are the ones in which you decide your problems are your own. You do not blame them on your mother, the ecology, or the president. You realize that you control your own destiny." ~ Albert Ellis

Kelli, D, Ali and I went on a ride today, after we all got our shit done. All four of us really needed this ride because we've 1) haven't been on a ride since before Winter break 2) needed some time to chill and talk and just be together 3) I sensed a need to reaffirm our friendship, after all of the shit that's gone down in the couple days ( Read more... )

I'm going over to the Health Center tomorrow to find someone to talk to. Try and figure things out, get things straight (no pun intended)

http://www.artconspiracy.com/artists/unspokenreality.htm

I have posted some real early work of mine, in hopes of reconnecting my past and current self. At least take a look around, see some poetry you didn't know I wrote...oh what it was like to be an angsty ( Read more... )

I can't do anything right ( Read more... )

The shit will be hitting the fan in about a half hour.

and I'm really fucked.

( Find out which Doc Marten I am )

I'm sitting here, a crying mess, soggy with tears, drinking my apple juice, inhaling painful breathes of reality.......i just can't make sense of it all. not through all these tears