so......... it took my like 5 tries to type "happiness" because i'm so pumped!  i'm coming down to bloomington tomorrow!  i'm going to see my friends!!!!!! I MISS YOU GUYS!!!!!!! and, of course, jim...

if traffic keeps me in chicago for too long, i might have to learn how to fly

I am very angry at Jim's mom.  She is controlling and is doing everything in her power to keep her precious little boy from seeing me.  I want to punch her in her face.  Hard.

I'm worried about some of my friends.  I don't know what I can do to help... providing there is something I can do that would make any difference.  I wish they saw in themselves all the amazing things that I see in them every day.

It's amazing to me that no matter how many people envy someone, that person is never truly happy with who they are.

Today ( Read more... )

Got some drugs.  Hoping for the best.  Checking up on me is awesome.  I like feeling loved.

She got upset with me for not going into office hours, which is bullshit.  I understand the material.  If anyone asked me to explain it to them, I could.  Why would I go to office hours to have stuff explained to me that I already know how to do?  I burst into tears.  She didn't care.  She said that if I really cared I would have gone into office ( Read more... )

I didn't do so hot on my exams this week.  I'm still waiting for marketing to come in, but it's weird.  The exams that I thought I did the best on, I did the worst.  And the one exam that I genuinely thought I had failed, I did the best.  (Still with a 78%, but oh well, I guess I'll take what I can get.)  I just don't get it.  I studied.  I thought ( Read more... )

3 tests down.  1 to go.  Thank goodness.  Geez.  I need to pass out ( Read more... )

Fill it out.

Dear Julianne/Jules,

I _____ you. You have a nice______. You make me _______. You

should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________.

If I saw you now I'd __________. I would build a _______ just

for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________.

We could __________ under the stars.

Love,
_______________

(P.S.

So..... this week is going to suck ass.  I'm only two days into it and I already think that I might jump out my 11th story window.  I just want to go to bed.

This week:

Monday -- Operations Exam

Wednesday -- Strategy Exam

Friday -- Finance Exam

Sunday -- Marketing Exam

And then Monday we're back to normal classes again.  I'm currently reading a grand ( Read more... )

The boy left today around 1:30.  Now I'm sad.  We actually went out on real dates, we cuddled, we relaxed, it was soooo nice to have him back her.  I even got to go hang out with his friends, which, for anyone who doesn't know, is really amazing.  We have definitely kept our distance from each others' friends for safety purposed, but I got to meet ( Read more... )