i don't know who's controlling my mind anymore... but i know it's not me ( Read more... )

FUCK.

i don't deserve anything i have.

i want to go home. and never go to a class again.

fuck school, fuck everything. i'm just tired of it.

okay, so things are going a lot better than they were earlier. i've met more people and i don't have a heart ache ( Read more... )

i can't believe how incredibly discouraged i am ( Read more... )

it seems that once things are going "right" in our lives, we find things that hurt us ( Read more... )

life is so good.
i've mended friendships.
i'm loved.
i love.
i move to denver soon. :)
i get to study music.
i get to kiss luc whenever i want.
i get to sleep.
i get to work.
i love my life.

we are eachothers something. i have a someone who i can't seem to kiss enough ( Read more... )

I am nearly finished with my high school career. i am very very ready ( Read more... )

i really don't know what to say.

except for the fact that i am completely crushed and upset. i could kill right now.

rumors are fucking stupid. people need to mind their own fucking business.

i won't even go into detail because who knows what people might say.

well... it was fun while it lasted.

fucking shit.

i am so so so happy ( Read more... )