so i was eating my favorite string cheese today ....u no the kind with the 2 different types twisted together, and as i pulled them aparted and prepared to toss the chedar to duke, i realized he wasn't there. and that he never would be agian...im glad i get to leave this house soon...everytime i pull up to the house i think i hear him like always ( Read more... )

any other moment, say 3 years or more ago, i would have been glad to hear it...now i just wonder why. what's changed ? the only thing i know of is me...i finally figured out i just wanted to care...i wanted it to be real...but that wasn't enough- too much guilt that wasnt rightfully mine, too much doubt i couldn't stand and not enough of what ( Read more... )

after all that i think i should feel some form of dissipation or slight of intensity ...

one nightmare and 12 hours later im still shaking with anger and frustration...

good fuckin' morning-

how the fuck r u? and since im referring to myself, im fuckin' amazing...ok - well so much for a self update- mostly i just want to say fuck u to the world, but in the best possible sense of the sentiment- like fuck u its my time- and im tired of wasting it...so with that said- peace out

so...i think i had a revelation. a few weeks ago now, but yes a revelation. i dont understand quite but i think i may no what i mean. in the span of a second or maybe that call i think i figured it out, i think i decoded it all...
now i think i will force a new- now, rite now.....

1. I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

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