Comments | seeking_joely: my my, how life has changed

seeking_joely

my my, how life has changed

Oct 19, 2010 00:47

i know i haven't posted in forever and i'll probably never be able to catch up, but basically the biggest change in my life since the last time i wrote is that...i am single. it's weird, painful, and kinda okay at the same time. not that i haven't *technically* been single for the past six years (for all purposes we were on again/off again ( Read more... )

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jane948 October 19 2010, 16:25:33 UTC

that always baffles me, how can you be in a on & off relationship for so long then i realize who am i to judge LOL just wishing you luck on all accounts *hug*

seeking_joely October 21 2010, 05:36:06 UTC

well, i did a lot of pushing him away over the years, so i believe i'm partially to blame. i full believe him when he says he didn't mean for it to happen, but i fully believe she had every intention of trying to get him when she realized the weakness in our relationship. as i said, long story and one day i'll probably post it, hahaha.

enchantingamber October 19 2010, 18:28:18 UTC

sometimes it's good to know where you are, even if it's painful and not where you want to be. living in limbo can be tough. hopefully this will give you the focus to figure out what YOU want, and can help you reach body-love, even you dont' quite make goal. :)

seeking_joely October 21 2010, 05:37:22 UTC

thank you my dear. i actually thought it was going to be a lot harder than it's been. of course i have my moments, but i think everything happens for a reason. i spent so much time worrying about what he was doing, who he was doing it with, who he was talking to, etc. and not enough time focusing on getting myself healthy and learning to love myself. who knows, maybe we're meant to be and one day will and if not, that's okay too.

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seeking_joely October 21 2010, 05:37:38 UTC

thanks hun, that means so much to me. *hugs*

anonymous October 22 2010, 15:30:18 UTC

(((Joely))) So sorry about that. I know you loved the boy. Just take care of you!

anonymous October 24 2010, 01:23:11 UTC

I haven't posted much (once I think) to your journal, but have been following it for a long time. I am so sorry that your relationship with your man is over. BUT from everything I have read from you over the last few years (yes, really, years) you are a strong brave lady and you will get through this. There are a lot of people out there who are inspired by you and follow your postings, but do not always post. Please don't give up - on yourself or on the many people out there who care about you.
Linda