Almost New Years again. Christmas was good. Josh spent entirely too much money and got me a new Ibanez Acoustic Electric guitar. I didn't guess what it was until I opened it. It was a great gift, I'm convienced my old guitar is warped as it's hard to play and sounds bad. I've been wanting to start playing more, and I think this will force me to. I' ( Read more... )

I'm tired this morning. It was a late night to begin with, and I kept waking up throughout the night and using the bathroom. We had a bassist audition last night. It went really well. The guy's name is Brian, and he nailed all 6 or 7 songs he said he could play. Played them better and clearer than Chris, which is a plus. We'd be getting a better ( Read more... )

Some of these posts are bound to be cut off. I've been continuing to type these at work, and I doubt I'll always get to complete them. Little Blue Pill had an awesome show this weekend. We played at a place called Charlie Bravo's in CT this weekend for the first time. We weren't expecting much, considering we don't know too many people in CT. We ( Read more... )

I've got to say, waking up at 7 is eating away at my soul. It makes the days feel longer and shorter at the same time. I'm awake longer... 7 - 11 instead of 9 to 12.. so it is a longer day, and at the end of it I feel like i've been awake forever, but at the same time, I am just tired all the time, so even though we're getting out at 4:30 now, my ( Read more... )

Writing this at work again. Now I have even more of an excuse for not posting anything in forever, because it's rare that I get time to myself outside of work. I'm not complaining by any means, I just wish I could find a way to post more, and it's weird doing it at home when Josh is around. We've been together for 7 months now. It seems like a ( Read more... )

I am updating while I have it in my mind too. A Million things I would like to say, but it will probably have to be short ( Read more... )

James at work always says that my life should be a movie because of the things i tell him happen to me. I suppose I should be thankful that most of the time, my life isn't that boring. I think I take a lot of things for granted. Well. maybe not. I feel like everything I have I went out and got for myself, so I am aware, but I don't really think ( Read more... )

Maybe I should stop looking for explanations for things. Probably easier said then done. I think psychology has ruined me, and having a friend for a therapist for a best friend never helps. I've always been able to justify why I am behaving the way I am, and I have always took pride in being able to come up with explanations for other peoples ( Read more... )

I am finally sitting down on my own time and talking about my life. 2010 has taken a nosedive that I didn't expect. I am sure if I look back to earlier, I will find entries talking about how much better this year has been. It's been 3 months now since the first flood. The duplex is close, but not yet fixed, and it is well past the projected date. ( Read more... )

I don't remember when these are from, but they were done between the last entry and now, while i was at work, and are probably incomplete ( Read more... )