Ok, not really. It was just the first thing that came to my head for a title ( Read more... )

So it seems that all the friends that swayed my decision about staying in warren and not moving to warwick for work, aren't even going to be around this summer. I am aggravated. and lonely. i need to make some new friends, but don't know how.

And as is tradition lately, livejournal eludes me. I have been sucked into ( Read more... )

So at least once a week i think about how i want to come post a live journal entry, because so much has happened, and I wanted to just get it out and get it down, and maybe then I can forget about it. Life is still adjusting itself, for the better, but it's not a fun process. Ian and I still aren't happening, and are not going to happen. We are ( Read more... )

Lets recap the last few weeks ( Read more... )

When I said 2009 was going to be a great year? I really fucking meant it. So many things I could talk about... The job is going amazing. I love it, im great at it, I don't have to worry about money... It's incredible. And the band is doing good. Chie is almost up to par, we've been playing shows left and right. And last, but hardly least, I finally ( Read more... )

Another great day at work, though once again I am so very tired. I am working on much more complicated feature adds now, so I don't really need to converse with anyone. So I just listened to starsailor on my ipod all day and programmed, amazed at how peaceful it was ( Read more... )

Things are starting to settle in with my new sleep schedule. Not completely, but it is getting better. And I am getting cured of my internet addiction. I don't know if its sitting in front of a computer screen for 8 hours a day at work, or just that i am tired, and have little day left when I get home, and don't want to waste it, but something ( Read more... )

I can't tell if this journal title sounded depressing or enthusiastic ( Read more... )

It's Christmas eve, and a feeling of loneliness washes over me, but its a different kind then I am used to. All this time it is usually a feeling of loss. Missing what used to be. Remembering the good times, and the bad. Missing feeling secure. Missing being loved. All of that is still there, but in a different form. Life, up until now, has been a ( Read more... )