So it's been since Thursday and I don't know what to do. It's times like now that it's the worst. I used to call him late at night and wake his ass up to say nothing. Just until I got tired. Now I'm awake and lonely. This blows. I go back to school tomorrow which makes me happy... I'll get out of this house. I need to get a job though and that's ( Read more... )

I'm sitting in my dorm all lonely waiting to go home... I just want to get out of here... well it is kind of nice now that my room is clean... I can't believe I actually admitted it ( Read more... )

Leaving in a few for Thanksgiving Break. I'm going to be in the car forever today... shitty. I'm excited to see my family but it's always so crazy. Grandparents get emotional and cry... everyone talkinf all at once... yeah... It kind of sucks I'm going to be working but I need money... It also sucks Jared is at his g-parents all week so I won't see ( Read more... )

So i am flipping out. I checked my phone bill and it said that its going to be $600! Whoa whoa whoa, i have free mobile to mobile and all my calls are to Jared which has it. I was told that it would be taken off at the end of the month... so I have to sit and wait until I see an offical thing that tells me how much I owe... so I just have to flip ( Read more... )

Today I didn't go to my art history class. It's cool, I've been keeping up with all my studies and doing surprisingly well in college! Imagaine that! So much has been going on lately. Had an awesome weekend, went to Rilo Kiley. It was a great show and I had a little slumber party in my room with Mandy, Christina, David, and Diana. It's always great ( Read more... )

I'm going to be so busy this week and next week, all the stuff hit at once. I think I'll be ok tho... but I got a D+ on my first project in Fashion drawing. Everyone I talked to got a D but I worked on mine atleast 2 or 3 hours more than anyone else... good to know. So that sort of upset me a lot. Not only that I'm starting to wonder if it's the ( Read more... )

Went to the doctor this morning to figure out all that has been going on lately and the xray, blood test results. Turns out I have an undersized kidney and a bunch of stones in it. Awesome. I love living the same life as Mandy, haha. I was scared it was going to be something way worse than that but I guess that'll do. So this has been going on for ( Read more... )

Just dyed my hair back dark brown, i think i like it i dunno....

College sucks when it rains...

So I was just studying for like 2 hours... ahhh... real college. But I was all proud of myself after I was done. I'm going ot try and do about 10 sketches after I finish this little entry... I just needed a little time to myself. I finally called andi and it went pretty well I think? Haha, she and all her friends were really nice. I had a really ( Read more... )