this pool store is awfully quiet today,
so i'm enjoying rumi and thomas merton's company.  :)

lately i've also been enjoying the company of many wonderful friends to whom i could never express enough gratitude. i'm so lucky to have people in my life who show they care for and love me...life is so beautiful. relationships are what make it worthwhile.

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    he doesn't love me anymore. he just doesn't feel the same way.

i could cry my heart into a million pieces.

my parents' hair is grey.

i noticed this the other day as if it happened suddenly and spontaneously...my parents are getting older. this does not scare me or make me feel much differently, really; it just makes me take a step back from things.

life goes by so fast. i remember the day my dad turned forty just as vividly as i remember ( Read more... )

i loathe myself.
i always fuck everything up.

ALWAYS.

i love ( Read more... )

i'm glad i have fun people in my life who will get me drunk on a monday night to show they care ( Read more... )

this weekend went not well.

i still don't feel better from my weird sickness. thank goodness the fever is gone, but this cough is disgusting. i wish all the vitamins and rest&relaxation had done something so this last week of classes wouldn't be so difficult. ugh: health, classes, work...it is all so silly to worry about!

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when i was in kindergarten, i asked my mom to tell me the truth about Santa Claus. i told her that i wanted to believe he was real but that, the more i thought about it, the less i understood it all. it just didn't make SENSE that one man could make it all around the world in one night to every little girl and boy! since my dad felt i was too young ( Read more... )

i'm completely obsessed with james blunt's "high"

i'm listening to it for the fifth time today...
the 129874530945th time this week
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often i feel like i can't be all i want and need to be ( Read more... )