soo, i have been feeling pretty shitty. I have been thinking about Bella a lot and every time I i do I start to cry. I never felt so alone. I'm used to sleeping next to my Bella, feeling her warmth next to me... now I hug onto a lifeless stuffed animal pretending its her. its so hard to sleep now or to even think. I bury myself in video games to
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