umm I am back to working 72 hours again...see you in April ......maybe

I need more faith. more time. more understanding. more trust. more love. more forgiveness. more God in my life.

I bought a hat...for my head.

pretty much sleep doesn't exist for me. it's ok, something to get used to. last weekend was the best weekend thanks to nick opening his home to me and showing me how to relax and laugh my butt off. more than likely a few pounds were shed...it's unlike me to laugh that much, but man he's good at it. maybe it was the duo of him and dan...i'm not ( Read more... )

my mind is a mixed up land of thoughts ( Read more... )

i am pretty much tired ( Read more... )

i'm sick of myself right now. i realized today that after much time of being distracted by school and work, i've neglected my time with God and therefore my attitude has suffered. i'm not sure what was going on in my head, what came out of my mouth, but i feel like it shouldn't have ever come out of my mouth. can people forgive? the question of ( Read more... )

my life is slowing down, but i'm sure it would still seem fast pace for most people. it's just nice to have time to see my friends. you can't let 4 jobs get you down right?? i have jury duty next week:( not excited in the least bit! but jon said he might be able to get me out of it...if i'm in his courtroom-oh please let that happen ( Read more... )

today is a special day! today is my best friend maria's birthday! she is 22 now, just like me. i am major tired................due to lack of sleep...................whatever am i going to do?

work has become my refuge. i do not work as much as i used to and now i find that i miss work. it is one place where i can be me on the hyper side and no one minds. i feel like i am helping those poor people who are tired and need something to keep them going. they get to come in and see me smiling and then get their caffiene to help them with ( Read more... )