today has been the most stressfull day ever. no refrigerator in my apt. landlor and super not understanding what i say because they hardly speak english. gas company cant find my address on the computer system and insists it must not be the real address and im like "LOOK lady it is the address im looking at the lease right now and ive BEEN THERE! ( Read more... )

HAPPY WEEEEED DAY hahahahah jk jk ( Read more... )

so this weekend pretty much ruled. Me and kerry found a really awesome apartment way faster than i thought we would. and like yah its sweet. i wish i was moving in now. im so tired of living in a dorm and 17 year olds. and then i saw grindhouse which was possibly the best movie made so far. i was soo into it like yelling in terror and grabbing ( Read more... )

as of late i have really liked playing the game god of war. even more so i like having a bunch of boys sitting around watching ME play video games and going "holly crap shes fucking kicking asss!!" and "gee you must be the coolest girlfriend ever, i couldnt even get (girlfriends name here) to WATCH me play for 5 minutes!" :) <--thats my pleased ( Read more... )

its raining out today and i think ill stay in bed and listen to it tapping on the window for a while.

outside its 30 degrees but its summer in my mind. ive been singing and dancing and painting and laughing and i feel wonderful as if it were 70 and sunny out and i had no obligations at all ( Read more... )

ive been working on the gift, looking forward to fancy burgers and whiskey milkshakes for 2 weeks now and of course i have a terrible cold and it snowed and i feel like i want to just sleep ( Read more... )

i miss lia ( Read more... )

if i had the money i would fly myself out to san francisco for the weekend. i need to get away. i feel restless i feel like i need to be in the middle of nowhere and just scream at the top of my lungs. like i need to just take a deep breath and inhale fresh air. i feel like im suffocating. i need a change of pace. i need to get out of ny for a few ( Read more... )

oh man somehow the college gods looked down on me and took pity because i somehow managed to actually not fail anything. yes i realize this isnt exactly something to be proud of but it was by far my worst semester yet. i hardly made it to class and i hardly did any work and spent most of my time thinking about how i just wanted school to be over. ( Read more... )