today im all gloomy. i dont like when it rains a lot or...well i guess at all if its not summer and not about to thunder and lightning. i dont like having a cold only 2 weeks after getting over something resembling strep throat. i dont like when i get a crazy girl moment and that my face says it all when im upset. jelousy is a terrible feeling even ( Read more... )

i dont like letting people know how much i care about them thats when they always seem to walk away. its like i say i love you and you mean the world to me and i hear yah yah me too and then plans wiz on around me without me in them and i want to just close off and never say i care again. even better if i ever could not care at all. i feel alone ( Read more... )

i am retarded. i have a 2 papers due today and im not done. i should be writing and not here. but all i can think about is christmas and be all giddy sitting here listening to black pool lights and kind of feel like i could fall for the first time and getting excited to start fresh with school and my passions ( Read more... )

what is it about christmas time or maybe its just this year maybe its getting older ( Read more... )

i officially suck at life

AHHHHH i had an awesome fun night but i miss my boyfriend falling asleep next to me terribly. i would tell him so but he's prob sleeping because he's all responsible and has a job. he's cute and im drunk. he'd prob come if i asked but thatd just be mean of me. sigh :(

im all giddy!!!!
its almost christmas

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hot dogs are perfection. i could have peed myself when lia brought me all that food ( Read more... )

i think its going to be a toy time christmas. just because im 24 doesnt mean i cant get heaps of toys. why do we need to get too old for anything? im proud to look like an adult but the heart of the innocent ( Read more... )

last night was a fucking blast

getting ready for the night. we sent the boys out :)


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