I feel like crap. I have major girl problems and they just keep getting worse and worse and worse..... I hate being a girl. Valentine's Day... the end of the Bermuda Triangle, thank God. I don't think I can handle one more depressing holiday. They are playing all love music all day long on the radio and every commercial is about what to buy that ( Read more... )

I don't want to finish my lesson tomorrow. The children who I am teaching do not know how to do anything. What has the teacher been tecahing them this whole year? They cannot read or write, so I had to change my lesson. I hope they can listen. Well they can't but they have to. I am going to have a Seera weekend. I am going to do shit for myself. I ( Read more... )

I woke up today and thought it was Friday. I was late to work because I had to go back home to get my book bag for class. Class was boring. Hot. I got an 84% on the exam, which is really good since the class average was 81%, so I was happy. I came home and planted flowers and was followed to the dumpster by scary fat man who looked lonly for ( Read more... )

I feel so yucky this week. I can't believe it is already half way over. I just want to sleep. My house is trashed, I mean seriously trashed and I have no energy to clean it. I don't even care. I feel very emotional right now, too. I want to cry over everything. I am losing it! I am sick of the cold weather , too. Does the weather know that it is ( Read more... )

What an eventful day. Melissa is cursed. First she gets robbed at gun point, then sarah comes to take us out to lunch and she gets a speeding ticket and then today I am taking her to the secretary of state to get a new id and I get a ticket! Fuck!Then she locked her keys in her car. What the hell is going on with her ( Read more... )

I have nothing to do. It feels wonderful. Jessi is not that mad at me any more... I think. I think it is stupid that I have to travel out of state to watch my friend purchase her wedding dress. Doesn't she know that I am depressed. That will make me feel worse. I am going to do all Sarah stuff this weekend. Maybe I will even finish the rest of the ( Read more... )

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

Sometimes I don't understand why someone calls you their friend and then says a bunch of crap about you. Girls are mean, jealous... bitches. I am depressed. I am beat up. I got pulled into a fight and am all broke up. Plus I am ill. I want to call into work tomorrow but I can't. I am not going to Huron this weekend because my best friend called me ( Read more... )

I am no longer a pizza nazi! I am free. Got into a huge fight with James and walked out on Saturday. I feel a huge weight lifted off of my shoulders. I am no longer on the sinking ship! Anyhow, now I got to find a job. School starts tomorrow. Didn't we just get out? I am sick of it all. I want to run away somewhere warm and fun with my car, ( Read more... )

I forgot to set my alarm and I still woke up way too early. The dog was putting little toys in my face. Jessi says that cousin slutty and dumb ass are thinking about moving out of state. Could my dream finally be coming true? Last night was Tuesdays at Tap Room, which is new because we had to switch up our Tuesday night beer stop because I was an ( Read more... )