today i wanted to run away from blacksburg and become a fortune teller because college life is a drag sometimes

- i go to college
- i've only skipped one class so far
- i miss cokie a whole lot
- i dont know why i'm doing this
- calc is my easiest class
- whatever, all my classes are easy
- my roommate is perfect for me
- blacksburg weather is already shitty
- sometimes i carry my nano around
- i wish i had a car here

anxiety anxiety anxiety!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5- nordstrom anniversary sale is beautiful.
4- bought ugg boots. (yikes?)
3- i changed my own windshield wiper blades today.
2- i'm excited about orientation at tech.
1- i have extreme college anxiety.

- myspace, account terminated.
- summer is lazy but enjoyable.
- wish i hung out with certain people more often.
- read the stranger , liked it a lot.
- def leppard & journey = amazing.
- cant believe college starts next month.

"pretend to be your own mother, because i'm not doing shit for you"

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LATELY the weather has added to my april anxiety. my mother is settling in to married life, i suppose. we've hired a maid service and ken tries to convince me to eat instant grits every morning. some things i just won't do. i sent money to tech. i'm committed now. i've had a lot of uncomfortable dreams in the past week . my whole body is sore and ( Read more... )

woke up this morning to the sun beaming through the window of my hotel room at the cavalier, a splitting headache, and being strangled by the necklace my grandfather gave my mom after she almost died of some mysterious fever. from what i can remember, i'm basically an idiot and an embarrassment to the family. sweet spring break.