enter button is not working...what a drag....silly livejournal!  I can use the enter button anywhere else but not here... bla... I want to write more of my story but I can't when it's like this.  weird.  and I don't do html...fyi.  I can but what a waste of finger energy.  :)))  When I can write and push the enter button - so much simpler ( Read more... )

I never thought I would say this but... I can't stand reading sex scenes.  Every roguish detail just splayed out for your eyes to translate into a film reel seared on the back of your brain.  I hate watching them in movies.  It's like the first time I saw porn.  At first I was ultimately curious and then a couple more times and it's like... yuck.  ( Read more... )

So the song Too Close by Alex Clare is mmmhn.  and tonight I discovered the song Levels by Avicii....*zzzt hottt!  I think when I write chapters I need to give ppl music that they should listen to while they read... hehe ( Read more... )

Interesting how becoming enamored with something different can bring me back here ( Read more... )

sooooo..... funny story.  remember long ago and far away I posted a pic of some dude I saw at the Library who looked like blaine wilson to me... huh.  I think I'm dating him.  hahahahaha  ok later

yup. that's what today is for me...
cuz I needs it. :) woke up at 3 in the am and couldn't sleep so about 5 am before the sun came up, I took a walk around the big pond...the wooded one. (cuz there's like 3 of em round these parts. I ♥ Arbor Lakes!) wow. this is the FIRST time I've been back there since the Ryans left. yup. been avoiding it for ( Read more... )

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so yeah...I thought I'd check out my old hood today! hi guys! :) so much has been going down and I have changed sooo much...my focus has changed a lot the past year...shifting interests...kinda took me away from here for a while...simply cuz so much was going on in my personal life. but it's been so good and refreshing. gave me a chance to heal ( Read more... )

yay! I'm so free! free to check out other men...or not at all! :) FREE! I don't have to worry about whether I like Ryan or not! I just don't have to like him at all! :) it never hit me how wonderful this is until last night! I have to work with him today and I'm not even psyching about it! :) I just don't have to worry about any of that stuff ( Read more... )