life is good. new job at P.F. Changs. with gooch (brother), Naya (cousin), and Gaby (cousin, nayas sister). so... there are four Daghbas' working at the same P.F. Changs. We're taking over!!! i love it. I'm making 9 bucks an hour to stand at the front and say "hi, how many?..." etc. ITS AWESOME!!! and no more hallmark. last thursday was my last day ( Read more... )

a stupid little girl keeps talking shit and so help me, if she ever is near me and gives me the slightest bit of a dirty look, shes going down. fuck you, you little cunt.

shank. dude. i dont get it.

a woman who is like a mother to me is getting a serious surgery soon and it makes me nervous. i miss her so much. and her whole family. <3 ( Read more... )

gooch and amber are settled. we went grocery shopping... we started decorating...everything is just right ( Read more... )

i'm so happy. got paid yesterday. woot! payday is always good. paid my bills, and i still have mucho dinero left. yay!

shank- i miss you.

and you...i cant believe how amazing you are. i say it everyday and i mean it more and more every minute i spend with you. you are my heart. <3 <3 <3

off to work i go. as usual.

so bill has been wanting to hang out with just me the past few nights and it has been AMAZING! he makes me feel so good. the way he touches my hand when im driving, the silly little smirk he always has on his face, the way he lights my bowls for me... the way we both asked each other at the exact same time if we needed another bowl... i don't know ( Read more... )

yay for mom being in mexico. and brian is not here either, i dunno where he is.

the crew came by... im a happy girl. yay for charlie just leaving to get bill. woot!

ok man. short, but sweet.

fuck. being this happy musn't be healthy. ::sigh::

so. today was weird ( Read more... )

this is insane ( Read more... )

i just watched a movie. it doesn't matter what movie it was. but i cried. it got super sad at the end. and i found myself looking around my room at all of my posters, pictures... random shit. remembering where it all came from. so i cried more. i have been so many places in my life and im only 19. from being five and in my parents comfortably big ( Read more... )

yesterday was good. christina and i bought huge sacks ( Read more... )