i had to wake up at 7:00AM!!!!! bill needed a ride to school. bah! the things i do for that kid. grrr!! fucker needs a license. for damn sure ( Read more... )

my mom is giving me and gooch the couches and tables in the living room. she is also giving us the washer and dryer. we WIN! we so fucking win. we have to get a fridge though, gooch found one in recycler for a couple hundred. sweet. the rent was raised by two hundred bucks, but no big cause the utilities are included. we have cable and all paid for ( Read more... )

today was entirely too long. DMV, then a whole lotta weed with monica and lucy, then work from 12-9. boooo!! my feet hurt ( Read more... )

last night was nice. dinner at rocky cola with bill. i like bill a whole lot. he makes me feel good ( Read more... )

i got paid today, paid my bills, bought an eighth, hung out with bill. so much better ( Read more... )

uhm... i did get my OWN insurance policy today. YES! MY OWN! not at all connected to my mom! i win!!!!! kinda... i do pay for it, but god dammit, i pay for it. ha. i also had the focus signed into my name. holy shit. growing up is the scarriest thing EVER! i told my mom today that i wish i was eight years old again. hehe. i have 40 hours on the ( Read more... )

talked to bill. i still feel like ass. ::sigh:: i want everything to be better.

did i mention that my mom will be moving out within the month!? yeah. gooch has to move in when she leaves and my rent tripples. pretty sure ive written bout this already. but im super nervous about it. sorry.

i hope i have fun tonight.

i hope i feel loved tonight.

yesterday, after picking up bill from school, i just took him home and i came home. no shower, no need. hung around all day watching tv... cleaning... being bored. waiting for bill to call. no call. nope. argh. my worst pet peeve, EVER, is someone saying their gonna call, or saying that we're gonna hang out for sure, and then they dont call. AAAHHH ( Read more... )

so last nighti got super drunk with bill, jeremy, christina, and monica. charlie came later... card playing, bong hitting... good times. and green jello shots. (none for me though obviously). at midnight, charlie took bill home and we went to bens house. wow. i was super drunk and there were a whole lotta people there who dont make me too ( Read more... )

work is getting way good now. the bitch quit, so i get more hours and less shit talking. i will be applying other places asap though. i still need more money. i'm gonna apply at monicas work cause i will get more money and more hours. sweet. i dunno, heres to hoping ( Read more... )