so i havent written really anything for a long time and it's kind of upsetting me but i was talking to my special someone and this came to mind ( Read more... )

i'm so sick of this shit. I just want to graduate, have a car, grow up, be on my own. I'm sick of feeling like a  30 year old stuck in a 5 year olds body. And im sick of my over dramatic over sensative mother. were fine in small doses but too much of her i think ill scream. w/e im so over all this.

This is just a rough 'top of my head" draft of my next poem but it seem's i've become almost addicted to seeing my poetry on here no matter the draft. It helps me work out the editing so w/e.

I wasn't alone

Many glowed on that dark night,

Buy you shone brighter.

Your radience illuminated my path.

The road to safety

on that bare, snowy evening.

Just a few little mini poems I've had on scraps of paper for ages.

Words are the road to my soul.
Through them  Ican reach euphoria.

And you never saw me coming,
But I'm gone.
Moved on before you ever had me.

And I'm looking up into the sky.
Searching for the answers,
But all I see are stars.

You need to believe
Those tears will spark new life.

Full of ( Read more... )

I bought a knife to cut myself today.
I saw your reflection in it's silver plate of hope.
My last chance for salvation;
Interupted by your glance.
I oculdn't do it.
The thought of you so close to my skin was enough to kill me.

Please, I'm crying out.
Rescue me from my eternal doom.
Quick, I'm slipping out of your hands.
I'll be in His soon.

I dream't I killed myself.
Screamed for help,
But you couldn't find me.
Why didn't you look?

They say "push through it",
The future will be better.
But in order to live in the future
We must build off our broken past.

Why wont you love me?
Don't you see what I see in the mirror,
Or am I really looking into a mirage?
Was my progression from childhood distorted ( Read more... )

Captain, just shut me down.
The mission failed again.
Let me go home.
Let me start new.
My dream has been shattered.
My efforts are worthless.
Captain, bring me down again.
I just want to turn and RUN.

Your words cut deeper then a switchblade.
Each moment spent with attempts at perfection,
But only failure and dissappointment find me.
Building a wall around my heart,
Never to be broken.
Never to reveal my shattered self.
Behind it I can hide my soldiers
Formed from the pieces of my broken heart.
They are my only defense against your next attack.

Watch the tears fall
a stream of emotions
watch as they plummet to the earth
each carrying a piece of my soul;
of my heart; of me.
myself image flys away
across the sky blanketed with darkness
as the pain and desperation envelopes and entrances me
and forces the tears to well
watch as I fall.