I've learned:

-the difference between a sativa and an indica high
-how to identify if weed is headies, midis, beasters, schwag, etc...
-that the music department is fucked up
-that nothing i'm taught in college will actually help me become a better musician
-how to become a drug dealer who won't get caught
-that you will get a handful of change if ( Read more... )

So tonight at 7, I start a new job. I'm gunna be driving for Sgt. Peps, which is pretty damn sweet caz basically I get paid every time I work because of tips. I'm pretty damn excited caz now I can actually have money for things and I can actually work at paying off my debt. Having two jobs is gunna be fantastic. My boss is kind of the man too. When ( Read more... )

back to school on monday...yay ( Read more... )

i can't deal with myself anymore. everything i think about makes me fucking depressed. the only time i smile i really smile is when i'm high. i can't stand being fucking home. my family annoys me more and more everyday. i can't go 2 minutes without hearing some wise ass remark about smoking, or drinking, or the fact that i don't believe in god and ( Read more... )

i found happiness last night, true happiness. it was an absolute epiphany. it was incredible. i was in tears because i was so fucking happy. too bad i can't get that feeling when i'm sober...

so basically, i'm tired of my family. i'm tired of having to put up with bullshit. i'm tired of them judging me and telling me what i can and can't do. i need them to understand that i am in fact capable of making my own decisions and i know what i do and don't believe in. i wish they would just get off my back already and let me live the way i ( Read more... )

is fucking awesome. i had such a great time in montreal even though everyone there spoke french. we went to so many bars and got pretty wasted. it was definitely a good night. on the way back though we got stopped at customs for like an hour. it was fucked up. they were like trying to find something illegal in the car. oh well, it was still awesome

i hate fucking connecticut. end of story. it took me 3 hours and 15 fucking minutes to get from UConn to my house. it was the single most stressful trip ever. people drive so fucking slowly and stop for no goddamn reason. today has NOT been a good day. gah!

So yesterday was the most absolutely amazing day. After class, Nick and Nicoletta picked up Keith and I and we headed over to Six Flags. Keith and I got to ride the Superman rollercoaster, which was superfun (haha). The ride up was really fast though, which was kinda freaky, but it was a good rollercoaster. Then we went to see Megadeth, and let me ( Read more... )

Today has been the most incredible night and for no reason that anyone might expect. Just wow. What an enlightening night.