well, woke up at 3 am after a day of only fruit and lipton soup. went pee (my dad has this theory that when you lose a lot of weight, you pee it out, and i think it might be somewhat valid). then came back to bed and started experiencing unbelievable pain in my stomach. tucked my knees as close to my chest as i could, it was the least painful ( Read more... )

please let me be sick tomorrow.

i've decided that i'm not going to blow it. two days already enough. i had my fun. now it's time to drop these pounds. and i'm smarter now. i know that lipton soup isn't safe. and i know never to have hors d'oeuvres, they just lead me to more. i'm going to write more of my neglected janet leon fan fiction now.

done horribly. can't and won't let it happen again.

( at the end of the day you're another day colder )

gugh. i have to write this really quickly as i have to complete a biology assignment and hand it in tomorrow ... problem is, my aunt is coming, and then i'm going to les misérables, so i have about an hour and a half ( Read more... )

i definitely look fatter this morning.

no more soda crackers of cheese ever. i must have had way more than i thought or something. damn, damn, damn ( Read more... )

my mom won't be home for dinner. she left this cheesy macaroni stuff. which i am not in a million years eating ( Read more... )

well apparently i'm good at hiding it. despite my having had over 800 calories, i, for some stupid reason, allowed myself to have an orange ... which led to a second one ... which nearly led to a binge. but my mom passed me as i was peeling the second one was was like, "you're always eating, aren't you ( Read more... )

crap. the restaurant we're going to tonight has no website and, therefore, no nutrition information.

( hilarity. really. )