Gaze's live seems to be so long time ago. And it was around two weeks ago. It was really great but ( Read more... )

today I'm going to Katowice. Then to airport. And... welcome London! On Saturday - gig~! Gods, after all this week I'm so mentally tired that I can't be enough happy. I should be dancing from happiness. I should smile all the time. But I can't.
Ah, I hope Gazette won't disappoint me. I believe they won't. see you soon~!

I'm addicted to asian boysbands. Especially japanese xD. And I don't know why I have extraordinary good mood. And it makes me happy xD. I just want to live and smile and be happy...
...or maybe I just eat too much chocolate xP.

gods... life is so tiring... school is even much tiring...
I'd give much much for ten hours of good sleep... impossible.
but one thing keeps me alive for a moment. In Saturday BAKA takes place in Wroclaw. ureshii-yo~!
and... the Gazette in London on the 27th of October... Still 23 days left~!

( another day )

sometimes I feel like a doll. sitting. watching.
sometimes I just don't care what's going on around me. apathy.
sometimes... I want to be a doll. just sit. watch. don't care. don't have to decide.
oh! how easy it would be?
sometimes I want to close myself in my own reality.
I don't know what to do with myself.

I'm bored.
and I want a job. I'm even searching a lot but I found only crap >.<". just because I don't have eightteen...
it's so damn difficult.
the Gazette is coming back to Europe. and I need money. and I don't have it.
shit.

and stacked rubbish is f*cking good.

Making this layout took me 2hrs. And I know that something won't be working. Never mind.
Tomorrow I have test from European education and I don't know anything. I should learn a little. So... I'm going.
Soon I should write something.

I just returned from integration trip and I'm damn tired. Today we were in Prague for 4 hrs. Yeah, 4 hrs of running around Prague. Blah! We should have more time! Prague is too big and too pretty to watch everything in this short amount of time >.< Yesterday we also have the camp-fire and some of us started to make choreography to some old Polish ( Read more... )

Yesterday I left hospital in Zawiercie (hole in Jura Krakowsko-Częstochowska). I got *search in dictionary* ...something like... food poisoning. It was really annoying. In last day of my tennis camp I got sick and stuff and then chief of our camp called for ambulance and they took me to the hospital. And I just hate things like drips >_<. My poor ( Read more... )