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Possible Furoku Sale
Hi everyone! I've been thinking about putting some items up for sale on ebay. Most of the furoku i'm thinking of selling are items from magic knight rayearth and cardcaptor sakura plus a few misc. things as well. Anyways, I was just wondering if anyone one would be interested. Please let me know what you guys think. If I get a lot of feedback, i'll ( Read more... ) -
State Of Confusion
I have been so stressed lately! Way too much drama in my life right now, which is why I haven't written in my journal lately ( Read more... ) -
Gone To The Girlie Side O_o
Not quite sure what's wrong with me but lately I've gotten into really girlie manga. For a long time now I've only read books by horror authors and Yuu Watase. Maybe I've going through a weird faze ( Read more... ) -
My New Kitten!
Well I'm doing better. I got a new kitty recently and she's been bring some joy to my life. Things are hard sometimes still though. I think I'm going to be ok. I wasn't sure there for a while ( Read more... ) -
What the hell did I do?!?
I would seriously like to know what I did! I feel like I'm losing everyone and I don't know how I have the strength to keep breathing! I know why Aimee won't talk to me but this thing with Andrea has made me so mad I feel like I'm just gonna lose it and beat the shit out of someone ( Read more... ) -
Poem: Self-Esteem
My self-esteem is shot
All I'm left with are my mistakes
To reminisce
the saddness...
the loneliness....
the anger....
and the failure
I did what I thought was necessery
though it may not
be right
Even my best friend can't stand ( Read more... ) -
Poem: She Won't Speak
This is how I am:
Stunned and sitting cross-legged
Tears fall into gloomy pools
A silence that is unbearably loud
words will not form
Didn't she know how I loved her?
That I would die to keep her safe?
She won't speak
or hear me now,
Which is my own fault
I never thought it would end this way
wasn't our friendship stronger than that?
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Trying To Distract Myself
Things have been quite difficult for me the last month or so. I've taken a lot of hard knocks and Ive just been looking for ways to cope. I don't get along with my mother (wait...have I ever?? Nope.), my best friend wants nothing to do with me(this hurts most), and I've been having car insurance issues. I feel so overwhelmed and all alone. I wish I ( Read more... ) -
I Messed Up
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Za1RRKwwaqg
I really hurt my best friend recently. I feel awful about it. I'm using the song from the link above to express how I've been feeling. -
How I Want To Be Loved
Click on link to see what this entry is about:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fJnIuBl3RL0
I would love it if a guy said things like this to me. I just want to have someone who really loves me. I mean REALLY love me. This is my favorite scene from this movie.
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