I am sad. I am about as heartbroken as I think I'll ever be... or hope to be. I don't think that I could take much more. I feel like crying, but I really can't anymore. I want to shrivel up and harden, break into a trillion pieces and erode into a fine dust. I want to blow away. I want to die. I'm scared of death. How pathetic ( Read more... )

I have not been this bored in a very long time. Nothing is entertaining tonight. Gilmore Girls, Kingdom Hearts II, Shadow Hearts 3, regular old television programs..... all tedious. I'm compelled to write something; A story, a novel, a poem, stream of consciousness nonsense-- any form of prose would suffice. Crap, crap, crap. What to do? I should ( Read more... )

I just had a hell of a time logging in. I don't know if it's my work computer or my account, but damn. I'm at work and I'm bored, so I thought that I would write something. It's been a long time ( Read more... )

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Today I turn 23. How exciting! I got out of work this morning and my mother picked me up. We came back to Whitney Point so that I could see Lance, then we were going to get breakfast and head back again so that I could sleep, but I still had some energy, so we went to Ithaca instead. The mall was packed and I got a pair of $6 boots and lots of ( Read more... )

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I cannot even express the depth of depression that I'm feeling tonight. Sometimes I'll let things roll off my back, but they always seem to follow me, and when I'm least expecting it, pull an ambush. These thoughts are completely normal, I suppose. I don't know what I want to do with myself, and I don't feel like I belong. Lance, mom, and nana all ( Read more... )

Well, I suppose that it's time to make an update. I haven't been online in a week, because we brought Tonks home last Sunday. She's a lemon and white beagle, and she pretty damn awesome. So tiny. Lance's parents decided to take one of her brothers, so he's here with us, too. He's a standard tri-color. His name is Aaron. They spend their days ( Read more... )