A little girl

Who has been called a lady

Feels the dirty world beneath her sacred palms

Her muse exasperates with love

But no one is there to capture thy air

Her only time for herself

Is Captured and left to be beyond her only use

Nights left untouched

Tears left to be dried

Playing amongst arctic winds
With only thy lonely but lovingly ( Read more... )

Its funny how fast lives could change… looking back a couple of weeks ago I didn’t even know his name and now it’s the only thing running through my mind at times…and now you used to be what my night were occupied by… after all I’ve done for you… you turn around and act like I don’t even exist… how could you… after all I’ve put up with.. and all I ( Read more... )

Yeah I gotta keep my feelings to myself.

Word gets out.

Fuck all those chismosos.

Feel so empteee. I don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing.

I should bust out the list I made long time ago of you.

Yeahh… I think that would help.

I know things are changing. I hope she wasn’t there at the concert.

If she is. Then.

Damn.

That would hurt BIG TIME.
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In My Dreams As the night sky comes and envelopes the sun into a socket, I grow sleepy and soon find no way to fight off my weariness. I dream, I fantasize of my beloved Darin; oh how sweet. In my dreams I see him bold, tall, and rough as he walks to and fro, jus like in reality. Just like in reality does he look at me and I am pierced and melted ( Read more... )

Lord…

Give me the strength to press 7 when I’m listening to his voicemail.

Give me the strength to not look at my phone at night.

Give me the strength to look beyond my imperfections

Give me the strength to not need someone there to make me feel beautiful

Give me the strength to get out there and do what I need to

Give me the strength to hold up ( Read more... )

Hum mum well yea it’s theee first day of 2006 o heck yeaa bitches! Ahah hmm 2005 was perdee fun, it came with a whole bunch of new experiences…o gosh but I’ve never been confronted by so much drama! Like seriously a soap couldn’t beat my shit lol jkkk

Well here are jus some song that I’ve been reflecting on…

-Everything You Want: Vertical ( Read more... )

MY HEART IS BROKEN IN TWO for the first time. For real.

Don`t forget about us. Please.

I don`t know it if was love. I don`t even know why i`m trippin` so much babe. I can`t help the way I feel. Trust me if I did I’d do something about this shit im in. I can only control how I handle this situation. And even from there it still isn’t easy at all ( Read more... )

We Belong Together

I feel so weird. Nothing can help me get better it seems. Maybe… something… or hmm correction… someone. Oh man. My grades didn’t turn out the way I hoped. fcuk!

I don’t know how to explain the way I feel. Words at this point seem over rated and insignificant. I can’t even write. Type whatever the fcuk.

I just need him.

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Trying to … forget… what I so desperately need to remember.

I’ve never felt so … alone. Truly I remember no other time like this, I never felt so… unwanted… not needed. I slowly watch the tears roll of my nose and upon my arm…o just cant figure out what to do… for the first time… im completely and utterly stuck in confusion…I feel like im ( Read more... )

Another glistening summer day gone by… yet it’s not all that its cracked up to be. There are much chaotic emotions floating amongst my mind and in my heart. I come to think if the words I have promised would come to me n my future to taunt me as I helplessly lay upon the wooden floor of the house I don’t have. My emotion is held within the bars ( Read more... )