seriously i forgot about livejournal. well the news today is that im moving out into an apartment for next school year. so now i dont have to worry about living with some random asshole. i also forgot about my website, that i will revamp in the summer when ill have nothing to do. well fuck i dunno im out.
What would you care about the promises I made to you? All yours are broken, shattered and blown away. And now its to late to take back what every tear has said. And I lock my heart away, save it for a better day. But I know it may never come. And it might be selfish to say, so many care about me. It's just hard when no one understands. Just walk
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when things are finally looking up for me i go and blow it. but did i really blow it? cant i have my own freedom, my space, my security without having to give up everything? i feel like im losing this one. if i cant be myself then what am i doing here?