So Christopher and I didn't exactly have a pleasant conversation last night. I got ticked off at him because I wanted him to come over tommorow and he said he didn't want to cuz the buses on Sunday are nightmarish and he didn't know how he was going to get home. I understood but I was just frustrated cuz I really wanted him to come over. I'm also ( Read more... )

Today sucked. Raff woke me up around 11:30. We were talking until about 12, when I had to get ready for work because I thought I would be taking the bus. Turns out my dad was going to take me. So I watched I Love The 70s Volume II: 1975 and then my dad grilled some burgers. Mmm they were good. Then he drove me to work at 3ish. I got there really ( Read more... )

Why is it that guys are so fuckin immature about break-ups? JESUS CHRIST ( Read more... )

So, the past 2 days have been pretty eventful. Yesterday, I basically chilled out in my house all afternoon. Then I got ready to go to work. I dressed in pretty much army fatigues. Everything that I was wearing was Charlotte Russe. I had my camoflauge capris, a army green screen tee that I covered with a tan tank top, my army green lace up shoes ( Read more... )

So....man a lot has happened since Wednesay and it's only been 2 days! Wednesday night I hung out with Stephen for all of like two seconds. It was magical. :rolls eyes: Lolz. I thought I would be hanging out with him for the rest of the night but I guess I was wrong. Ever since Tuesday night, i've been hitting on like pretty much every single guy I ( Read more... )

* This blog is from Wednesday, July 5th, 2006.The Fourth of July just added to my summer of hell. I was not looking forward to it at all. I had to get up at 7 AM to be at work for 9. I didn't mind so much though because it meant I had the night free. I was still fuckin tired though. Bought these really cute jeans. Used Italy as an excuse, like i ( Read more... )

So.....life really really sucks. I have my moments, like this weekend, where I enjoy being single. It's only temporary happiness though. I know in the long run there's only one guuy for me. I don't know what game you're trying to play, God, but it's not fun anymore. Call me a sore loser if you want but i'm proud of it. It's not enough to have guys ( Read more... )

So, I went down the shore this weekend. Overall, I had a good time, despite the fact that my sister was with us. Lolz. My sister and I don't exactly get along. Anyways, on Friday night when we got down there, after being cramped in the car for the whole night, I suggested we play some mini golf. It was a lot of fun. All the females, (my mom, my ( Read more... )

I just want to forget about him.....why can't I escape him? Everywhere I go, everything I do, everyone I see reminds me of him. I try to put on a brave face and go through my day like it's not eating away at me inside. Instead of thinking about him like he's perfect, I chanel thinking about him into anger. I use that anger to flirt with practically ( Read more... )

I did nothing in high school and it showed in my grades. The all-inclusive average of my senior year was a 1.6. Yikes, I know. It wasn't that I am not intelligent, it's just that I didn't care. I was too focused on things like band, work, and Frittz/Justin to care about my grades. Plus, college applications had already been sent out and I had a ( Read more... )