i dont understand anything

[sekziidoll425]

yesterday and today are the worse 48hours of my life... i can not believe i haven't woke up from a nightmare... i seriously can't believe this is happening to me... i've never been so ungreatful to be alive in my life like i am right now... i never really wanted to actually not be alive anymore. but now i really do. i can't believe how horrible

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[ishkid4]

what happened?

DrAmA

[sekziidoll425]

hey isha! long time no talk! well my b/f broke up w/ me for no reason, my g-pa's in the hospital, he has colon cancer, my moms freakin out and she jus had surgery, i can't live w/ my aunt over the summer cuz my cousin tried to kill himself... everythings goin wrong... now i got beat up by my b/f and his friend lied to him sayin i tried to get w/ his friend... and now my friend and b/f that use to be best frenz r goin to fight 2night! how have u been?

Re: DrAmA

[ishkid4]

you were in my dream last night. I was walking down the sidewalk, and you walked past, but you didnt recognize me, and I looked back and you looked back and you were like Isha!

I really hope things get better, you need to ditch your boyfriend if he beat you, thats horrible.

Re: DrAmA

[sekziidoll425]

thats crazy! lol... how have u been?! things r a lot better! i prayed really hard... and everythings better now... its crazy! i haven't prayed in forever! its awesome though! thanx for ur comments!!! KIT!