i'm so sad i stopped writting for so long! i never have time anymore... a lot has happened since the last time i wrote! so many things it's unbelievable how much has happened! it's crazy how many things have changed.. and how different life is at this moment! i just can't wait til life is back to a good moment! for a while! its been good from time ( Read more... )

heeeeey haha guess what.. life fuckin sucks again.. i guess i just suck at life.. fuck life... errrrrrrrrrrr fuck humans i'm so serious why does life have to play these fuckin games...

omg its over!!!!!!!! for now...and hopefully for a long time! although there are still a million ppl after sean... they will settle down... things are better now... i'm back livin at my aunts... got a new comp... boyfriend drama is over... people r startin to get over the drama and be friends again.. all except one person HAHA that i hate... he ( Read more... )

i'm still waiting for things to get better... i'm waiting for all this drama to stop... i'm waiting for us to be on good terms again.. but NONE of that is happening... its jus gettin worse and worse!! unbelievably worse... i honestly thought when u had the worst day of your life you would remember it forever... but not that i'm goin to forget any ( Read more... )

yesterday and today are the worse 48hours of my life... i can not believe i haven't woke up from a nightmare... i seriously can't believe this is happening to me... i've never been so ungreatful to be alive in my life like i am right now... i never really wanted to actually not be alive anymore. but now i really do. i can't believe how horrible ( Read more... )

DAMN wuts up its been a while! long ass while! well today wuz pretty good! except when sean made me miserable! errrr boy! i have to write a paper over to kill a mockingbirD! and could SOMEONE tell me how the hell to get ahold of the msn messenger ppl!? cuz i can not get on for the life of me! so sumone help me! any way! today i wuz pose to have a ( Read more... )

2day wuz gr8 in first period! we had a sub! n i listened 2 my cd player! MC CHRIS! lol *cody* he wuz kewl too! but omg this asignment we had 2 do in english jus rily got me thinkin wow wut is my teacher taken? n then brice pulls out his picture fone w/ a pic of vonbuchlers desk w/ pills all over the place! it wuz crazy! i wuz lyk omg i think i jus ( Read more... )

HeY i dun write in here much... prolly cuz its LIVE journal..lol... but i can tell u out my day! i wuz late.. i didnt get there til the end of 2nd... i got 2 sleep in... i dind't get N E sleep sat... n sunday i slept from 8 in the morning 2 10 in the morning! i cudnt sleep! but n e way... i got there n they wuz watchin that kewl NOT corny AT ALL ( Read more... )

*these wounds wont seem 2 heal*this pain is just 2 real*there's just 2 much that time cannot erase* says ( Read more... )

2day wuz good cept i jus fuckin wrote a whole freakin entry n i friggin lost it ALL so now i have 2 start all over! i wuz late to skewl... first period we took a vocab quiz which pissed me off cuz she duno shit bout vobaculary... she is so dumb.. i can not bleev her stupid ass sentences!!!!!! ok this is how kewl mrs vonpiggler is! say that the ( Read more... )