yeah, so things are really messed up right now. Christina hates me because I want to be with Ashley but fuck it. I dont care about her, I wish I had never gone to her house, I wish things had never happened between us. I think Ashley is going to be really hurt when she finds the message I left her containing the truth, I'm just like lost for words ( Read more... )

How did this happen? I like one girl, then someone comes along and says they are very interested in me. I'm not in a relationship,...yet, but it isnt fair to one. I'm in a bind, and I hate this. Can't wait to see Saw II Saturday, Maybe I'll see her again tomorrow. My head is sore, lol.. its like burnt out from Working, and hurricanes, and sneaking ( Read more... )

Its Winter! FINALLYYYY~!
And we've got power back, sweet <33

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xHooray4boobies: I cried for like 15 minutes and then started thinking about why I actually liked her and couldnt come up with a reason ( Read more... )

I cant believe what just happened, never talking to another girl again. Why do these things always happen to me, am I that terrible of a person.

Work sucked tonight. I didn't have a ride, so I was forced to ride me bike, and sure enough it ranined on my all the way there. When I went through the Hospital parking lot, I slipped on the wet asfault, and scraped me elbow and my knee, and also ruined my shirt. Luckily, when I got to work, Lonnie was able to get me a shirt and a change of shorts ( Read more... )

Friday night I went to the game with Viet, James and Chadd, it got rained out, what else is new. While we stood under the bleachers we thought about making a run to the gym, but when we started to go Josh recognized someone and stopped to say hi, lucky for us b/c two minutes after it began to pour. We were all getting soaked but this girl in my ( Read more... )

Today was pretty laid back, didn't have to do much in any of my classes except for a test in American History, which half the people I heard from said it was easy the othe half said extremely hard. So, I concluded that since Jamie (really dumb) said it was easy and James Dunlop said it was difficult, there must have been two forms; Which there was ( Read more... )

The week is finally over. Thursday I ran after school, did the work out, then went to work. Friday when I went to work, I had to sweep the floors after closing and they hired a girl named Kristin at the same time they hired me. So, I had to "train" her on how to sweep the floors. After like 25 minutes we were about 98% done, and shes like look at ( Read more... )