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[selbytigers]

I've felt so incredibly numb the last couple of days, and i'm not completely sure why. But i have a good feeling why, everything i've known for the past year and a half has been a lie, but yet i'm still trying to make everything work out, and i'm not even sure if we can work it. Each time i think i about everything it makes me sick and i feel like

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The Spider Man is having You for dinner tonight...

[omegaphoenix]

Well, If you want to get on that bus & fall off the face of the Earth, You just go ahead & do that, Lady. I am sorry that you are freakin' out. I understand, I have felt pretty Numb earlier this year. But you cannot honestly believe that leaving everything behind & running away from the Problem will solve anything. You will just end up with the same issues in a new setting. I am sorry things are hard for you right now, I am going through an emotionally rough time myself. My suggestion is that you deal with it, Don't just run away. I know this is easy for me to say, But there must be some aspects of your situation that you still have control over. Exercise that control, Do something to change things. You are the most powerful force for change in your own life. It may not be easy, It may mean some sacrifice, but it will put you in a path towards the right direction. As far as people not thinking about your feelings, This is an unfortunate reality in this life. There will always be people who walk all over your feelings, & don't even