Well, again I am falling into that horrible pit that I'm used to. I don't understand why so many people are so close minded. Rant, rant, rant--so there was this lady that came through my line the other day at Ingles, and well. She was a fucktard! This will be my first year to vote and I'm not completely set on a candidate yet, but still--the shit ( Read more... )

So I've decided that I am a loser. Lol. Yeah, not really. Things that've happened lately.. um I work at Ingles... I have insurance and I'm also looking for a second job. Just for the fact I need a little extra cash. Which actually I got from the school just for attending. $674.83 ^_^ It helped me out alot too. Right now I'm sitting at Logan's dads ( Read more... )

I know I haven't been around much. I'm sorry... Just, I've been really depressed, now I want to be back. Only I've figured out as to why I'm so set back from everyone else when it comes to being in a group of people. I can't seem to focus, even when I'm working. So many people dislike me for multiple reasons, or get so defensive if I don't stick ( Read more... )

Well needless to say I have had something happen to me that made me have a bit of inspiration. Heh.. it's about Logan of course. Now I want you all to get at what emotion I played at. Some may be surprised ( Read more... )

Life alot of the time just seems like a downwards spiral of a neverending "Am I really here?" There are so many things that've happened recently that makes me just want to curl up in the fetal position and never get up again. I can't decide anything for myself ( Read more... )

If your life was a movie, what would the soundtrack be ( Read more... )

Well I really don't want to keep pouring out my heart. Why? When I do, sooner or later the other end gets tired of it and wind up ending the "Happily Ever After" I'm constantly praying that I'll I have. However, this may end up differently ( Read more... )

]Part I[I took a path that lead to a dead end--like I always do ( Read more... )

New year, fresh slate--however, last year shit trails behind. I just feel like... stabbing something. Knowing that I would be spending the new year alone... again, I just went to bed but some stupid FUCKHEAD decided that they were going to shot off some fireworks, then my dad went out and shot two guns. Fucking annoying ( Read more... )

This is something to you. I want you to read this and think on this. I need you too. I want these memories to bring something back to you or for you to atleast see what it's done to me ( Read more... )