note to self:

i need a man to come home to..
like NOW!
i'm lonely.
where's my kiss goodnight?

happy cinco de mayo night.
corona's used to be so lovely.

these wrinkles under my eyes are from rubbing away all these tears i've cried everyday for the past 8 years ( Read more... )

job went well today.
i think i'm gonna like it there.
it seems laid back and un-ruley.

i'm winning at bettering myself,
but losing on love.
one day it'll come back.

classes are almost over.
looking forward to summer days.
that's all i really need to stop this madness of thinking.

p.s. hottubs outside are amazing.

i got a job at jack's waterfront.
i'll be waitressing/cocktailing.
i start monday.
come visit me and get drunk.
:)~

the day i get to look into your eyes...

concert tonight was BRILLIANT!
i was so close,
i was sweatin' balls.
fun fun stuff.
monday's TBS,
was another brilliant time in my life.
muahs!
f'in night!

if i could hear your voice every night,
i'd be complete.

nice satisfying day.
sad that i couldn't go out with my girl.

certain things happen for a reason,
you're my intuition.
the sounds of birds chirping,
ensures that my night has ended worth it.

i lied i wasn't a somebody,
i was just another nobody.

kevin's surprise party tonight,
should be good times with my loves.
<3

my mom is disappointed in me,
i agree with her,
because i'm disappointed for all the same reasons.
it'll get better someday.
that is if i make it that way.

focus = me

i've met somebody
who makes me feel like i am SOMEBODY...
and i've lost?
find me again,
and i'll succeed.

night was rough.
morning looks clearer.

this weekend will be brilliant.
my girls will be home,
and i'll feel at home.

i forgot i even had a journal ( Read more... )

nothing more to say
than i'm sad.